It's been a month....

It's been a month since I started my blog without telling anyone.

 

First, I want to congratulate myself for consistently posting for a whole month.

 

As I approach fifty, various anxieties have emerged, prompting me to reflect on my life.

 

I wanted to live differently from my past, and to do so, I needed to reassess my values.

 

 

This blog was started with that intention.

 

By writing down my thoughts as they come, I hoped to understand myself better.

 

Additionally, I feel a sense of relief, though I'm not entirely sure why.

 

Finding topics to write about encourages me to look at my surroundings more meaningfully.

 

I’ve always wanted to write, but poor writing skills and the still challenging rules of spelling and spacing held me back.

 

Despite this, I found the courage to start, thinking of these writings as messages to my future self.

 

I hope that ten years from now, I can look back at these posts and find hope and courage.

 

I encourage myself in my efforts to change.